I told a friend of ours recently that it’s hard to go on without looking back. Without stopping. (Sarah, you are such a blessing to me. You are in my prayers…you and Michael and the kids.) This video is a look back at a magical moment in time where we put everything aside and concentrated on each other.
Now God is calling me on, and I’m doing all I can to keep from missing anything he has for me and the boys. But I really do fight for my sanity sometimes. I’m not who I was three months ago. Physically, the weight I struggled for most of my life to put on is gone…it took all of seven weeks. Spiritually, though, I’m at a new place. A place where I understand that I don’t understand anything except that God is real, and that he cares enough about me to whisper his love into my heart and soul and bring me back to life.