My name is Jon

Here's my life story and what I promise to deliver each time you are here.

Semesterprojekt von Rebecca & Janine – 26.1.2012
model: Holger
When I was five years old, I watched my parents fight—I literally walked down the hall one night after hearing yelling from their bedroom, pushed open the door and watched my dad push my mom onto the bed. I closed the door and walked back down the hall to go to sleep, without a clue as to what I just saw or was about to experience. A few days later, I learned how to tie my shoes moments after my dad walked out. A few weeks later, I was in a grocery store 3,000 miles away with a couple bucks to buy some milk and bread for my mom and brother, who were waiting for me in the car.

Now that’s not the end of my story, of course. It’s the beginning of a life shaped by ups and downs, successes and failures, dreams and heartaches. We all experience those things, some more than others. I’ve had the opportunity to play baseball at the highest level, and I’ve had dreams come crashing down. I’ve lost the first woman I truly loved and the mother to our boys, but I’ve also found an extraordinary love with another woman, who loves our boys with equal conviction. You have your own stories, your own journey. Up or down, you and I have one thing we can control: how we are going to react, and what we will allow that experience to do to us.

 

 

 

 

For a long time, none of that was Woodley’s thing. “I was only interested in making sure my physical footprint was aligned with my mental opinions and viewpoints,” she says. “Now I’m in a different place. The idea of fashion is exciting because I can now curate a look that’s authentically myself. I suppose it really just comes down to control.”

Right now, the actress is filming a second series of Big Little Lies. While she’s equally as proud of the TV phenomenon as her co-stars – Laura Dern and Zoë Kravitz, as well as executive producers Reese Witherspoon and Nicole Kidman – the show represents something even more crucial for Woodley; until the script came along, she was considering quitting acting after all. “There was a point in my life, right before Big Little Lies, where I had hit a wall with acting. I felt it was time to do something different. I called my agents and said, ‘Please don’t send me any more scripts; I need to explore other avenues.’ They respected me and didn’t send me anything for almost a year until Big Little Lies. I didn’t know what it was or who was involved, I just said, ‘Thanks, I’m still not interested.’” The agents persisted, revealing the impressive names attached. “I read it, fell in love with it, and Laura , who I had worked with on The Fault in Our Stars, called me and that was really the push.”

 

“There was a POINT in my life, right before Big Little Lies, where I had hit a WALL with acting. I felt it was time to do something DIFFERENT”

 

 

Blouse Elizabeth and James; bikini bottoms Matteau; sandals Common Projects

“You have to shoot for the MOON, because you’ll inevitably come back HIGHER. Each time I do something NEW, I’m surprised by how far I get”

Whether her daughters – whom she says are “‘more conventional-looking” than Cindy Crawford’s “freakishly beautiful” offspring – will follow her into modeling or acting, she’s unsure. “They take all these selfies and borrow all my clothes and make mini movies, and I think they feel, if they are in control of that themselves, why would they do it for anyone else?” she muses. Rowan is a talented singer. “But I’ve told her that she needs an education. And no matter who your parents are, you either have it or you don’t, and you have to commit – it can’t be a hobby.”